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My story in a “nutty” shell

I have needed IV steroids 12 times since Jan 2010 for five bouts with optic neuritis and an unbelievable amount of multiple sclerosis relapses. Three of those twelve IV’s were 5 day infusions, while the rest were 3 day infusions. Still a lot of steroids to put my body through. I suffered through two solid years of very active lesions on my MRI and progression of MS symptoms and disability. The entire time I was on MS meds (except for the 3 months following my venoplasty treatment) those MS meds did nothing to help me and seemed to make me worse.

I did Copaxone first for 7 months and had 3 very bad relapses while on it, losing my vision and needing to use a walker for a few days. I did try LDN (low dose naltrexone) and felt better in reference to my fatigue but it did not stop or slow down the downward spiral I was in. Then was switched to Avonex for 8 months (which made me so sick for 24 hours after each shot) and after losing bilateral vision in my eyes and having two more relapses with MRIs showing even more activity, I had to stop the Avonex.

At this time I was noticing a lot of head aches and very cold feet and hands and ended up getting tested for vascular issues and was found to have a 90% blockage of my LIJ (left internal jugular) vein and a 60% blockage of the RIJ (right internal jugular) vein as well as a 50% narrowing and webbing of my azygous vein. I was a candidate for the venoplasties and had them performed and was amazed at how much better I was after – they surprisingly seemed to have a profound effect on some, but not all, of my MS symptoms. I had my balance back immediately and was able to function at work as a physical therapist and was able to start working out in a boot camp class once a week for 3 months…

Then unfortunately my symptoms gradually started to come back and my MRI was active again and I lost bilateral vision again… I was retested at a vascular followup and my veins had renarrowed – I had restenosed. I had the procedure done again but the only benefit I gained from the second procedure was warm hands and feet again. No return of balance or any other physical deficits and my eyesight continued to worsen. So, I will not say that the two incidences are related or not, whether one causes the other or vice versa, but it is interesting how my symptoms reacted to the initial procedure and then after my veins renarrowed. Makes you wonder…

Anyway, after relapsing again, I was convinced to go on Gilenya and while on it for 4 months had another 2 relapses, lost 25 pounds, started having heart trouble with tachycardia and irregular skipped beats, had a white blood cell count of 2.0 and was extremely ill. So, I stopped all MS meds officially on Feb. 19 and after the Gilenya got out of my system (which takes about 3 months) I started feeling human again. I have had no relapses, only mini- or pseudo-flares of old symptoms which don’t last long as long as I rest and pace myself. AND my MRI’s are better! I still show all my old lesions, but nothing is currently active!

It’s a bit ironic that I feel better off MS medication than I did when I was on it. The only medication that ever made me feel some what better were antibiotics, which brings me to the possibility of me having late-stage lyme disease and/or Cpn (Chlamydia pneumoniae) which possibly triggered my MS or are the reason for my neurologic deficits.

Ironically, I did have lyme disease from a tick bite when I was 20 and was treated with Doxycycline for it. So recently I have re-tested myself for possibly chronic lyme disease through Igenex and the results were inconclusive with one positive band and a second semi-positive band so I have yet to try more antibiotic treatment for possible chronic lyme. I am awaiting the stem cell infusion that I will be receiving in 6 days. And then once the study is over I may send my Igenex data to a Lyme Literate Doctor (LLD) to maybe get his opinion on this and possibly pursue this to rid my body of lyme and possibly Chlamydia pneumoniae.

For now, I really do have all my eggs in my “stem cell basket” as MS meds seem to not be the answer for me. I refuse to go on Tysabri for fear of PML (although I am JC negative) and the rebound effect of lesions that you may get if go off Tysabri scares me as well. I am hopeful for BG-12, but if I can be MS drug-free following my stem cell infusion and have no further progression, that that would be the most amazing and best thing in the world to me! Oh, and add to that repair of damage… heaven!

6 DAYS! Wow, in 6 days my life will hopefully be changed FOREVER!

Losing sight of what is important in life

There comes a time when you lose sight of what makes your life special, interesting, amazing, and you just plug through day by day feeling down and low. I haven’t been blogging because my mom always said “if you have nothing good to say, don’t say anything at all”. This blog was meant to be about my children and has started to become a blog about my life with a bit of kid stuff thrown in. I am not sure if I should keep this blog as a “mommy blog” and start another one which chronicles my life with disability, or if I should just keep everything in here. I’ll sleep on it for now…

Now, for the literal meaning of this post.

I am losing my eyesight. Makes it tough to blog on the computer. My vision is blurry, pachy, and just messy all together. It’s difficult to see the computer screen most of the time and it takes me about twice as long to read what I type or what others type. I just got off of a 3 day IV solumedrol infusion and have not had any improvement in my eyesight yet. I had to stop the MS medication I was on, on February 19th, because it obviously wasn’t working. I had new activity on my MRI and my eyesight was getting worse. On top of that I was starting to have heart palpitations, which as a rare side-effect of this medication (Gilenya) can kill ya possibly. Not a very good situation at all.

There is good news though!!!

So, the good, amazing news is that I have been accepted into the only U.S. Stem Cell study for M.S.

This is big!

This is huge!

Here is a link to the study. I already received the paperwork and will be scheduling my surgical removal of bone marrow sometime in end of May. This is such a wow moment for me. I am so incredibly excited and I hope to be able to be on the forefront of hopefully reversing and/or curing Multiple Sclerosis as a part of this research study.

Back on Gilenya… again

I’m so incredibly tired and sleepy tonight. I started back on my Gilenya today and am wondering if it’s making me more sleepy.

I have been off of it for the past 10 days. I had developed a bad cough, and they weren’t sure if it was a side-effect of the Gilenya or a remnant cough from my illness. The cough finally went away over this past week, and now I am back on the med.

Hopefully, the cough stays away, else I will have to go off Gilenya permanently.
Back at Christmas time I was off of it for 4 days because I was sick and then went back on until this latest break.