I just have to listen to my body tonight. It’s one of those nights where it’s 11pm and I am falling asleep here on my couch. I was yawning since about 6pm and sitting here with my eyes closed. I’m just gonna go lie down, try not to think about anything, and possibly enjoy a 9 hour sleep. That would rock!
Plus, I have a lot of paperwork and bill paying awaiting me tomorrow, so off I go to rest my eyes, which by the way are getting better everyday now little by little. Yay! Also, I am anxiously awaiting some blood work results tomorrow which might explain the blurry eyes and recent weight loss. So, we’ll see what I find out. Hoping for good things, as always!
I really wanted to post about something specific tonight, so much so, that I thought about it for hours in bed while I couldn’t sleep last night. However, today has been a crazy busy day and being sleep deprived and my eyes giving me grief, I am limiting myself to this few uninteresting lines of blurry dribble.
11:30pm for me to go to sleep, seems impossible. My ambien hasn’t even kicked in. I am watching the DVR’d “Bachelor: Women Tell All” and I am shamefully sucked in. I am trying to catch up on my Google Reader, looking around Facebook and Twitter, and thinking about the piled up sink of dishes waiting for me (in the morning, of course). I have so much to do and so much on my mind that even if I did lay down in bed, I’d still be up for another hour just listening to the craziness going on inside my head.
Tomorrow I am going back to decaf coffee in the morning. That’s it, I blame it all on caffeine.
Just need to figure out if I can get into my bed in the next four minutes and have it be worth it. Maybe I should ease myself into this sleep earlier creature… midnight might be the time tonight, then maybe 11:50 tomorrow, and ease myself back to 11:30.
Wait… We have a problem. Spring forward. It’s all gonna come crashing down on March 11th which is when daylight savings time begins. Damn. This means that my 11:30 goal will become a 10:30 inside my body. Ok, this is so totally not going to work.