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My last MRI was not good

I had my one month post stem cell followup on Halloween and had an MRI done as well as a whole host of other tests. I got a call a few days later asking me if I felt ok.  Oddly, I asked why and was told that there was new activity on my MRI.  Apparently I had a few lesions that popped up, including a pretty large one on the left side. Surprisingly, the only symptom that had been bugging me was the spasticity in my legs.  So, in order to quiet this lesion, I was put on a 5 day IV steroid infusion… with no taper (that sucked).

I had my last IV steroid infusion on November 7th.
Then on November 9th my left eye decided to get very blurry. It felt like optic neuritis

My stupid eye is bad again and in pain! ARG! This is so frustrating!

Going to see my opthalmologist this afternoon, and will see what he says. Also, have my 2 month followup appointment for my stem cell study on Wednesday so will be getting an MRI and an entire workup.

Come on stem cells… you gotta be working somehow, right? I am thinking maybe this would be a lot worse if I hadn’t gotten you guys in my system.

My story in a “nutty” shell

I have needed IV steroids 12 times since Jan 2010 for five bouts with optic neuritis and an unbelievable amount of multiple sclerosis relapses. Three of those twelve IV’s were 5 day infusions, while the rest were 3 day infusions. Still a lot of steroids to put my body through. I suffered through two solid years of very active lesions on my MRI and progression of MS symptoms and disability. The entire time I was on MS meds (except for the 3 months following my venoplasty treatment) those MS meds did nothing to help me and seemed to make me worse.

I did Copaxone first for 7 months and had 3 very bad relapses while on it, losing my vision and needing to use a walker for a few days. I did try LDN (low dose naltrexone) and felt better in reference to my fatigue but it did not stop or slow down the downward spiral I was in. Then was switched to Avonex for 8 months (which made me so sick for 24 hours after each shot) and after losing bilateral vision in my eyes and having two more relapses with MRIs showing even more activity, I had to stop the Avonex.

At this time I was noticing a lot of head aches and very cold feet and hands and ended up getting tested for vascular issues and was found to have a 90% blockage of my LIJ (left internal jugular) vein and a 60% blockage of the RIJ (right internal jugular) vein as well as a 50% narrowing and webbing of my azygous vein. I was a candidate for the venoplasties and had them performed and was amazed at how much better I was after – they surprisingly seemed to have a profound effect on some, but not all, of my MS symptoms. I had my balance back immediately and was able to function at work as a physical therapist and was able to start working out in a boot camp class once a week for 3 months…

Then unfortunately my symptoms gradually started to come back and my MRI was active again and I lost bilateral vision again… I was retested at a vascular followup and my veins had renarrowed – I had restenosed. I had the procedure done again but the only benefit I gained from the second procedure was warm hands and feet again. No return of balance or any other physical deficits and my eyesight continued to worsen. So, I will not say that the two incidences are related or not, whether one causes the other or vice versa, but it is interesting how my symptoms reacted to the initial procedure and then after my veins renarrowed. Makes you wonder…

Anyway, after relapsing again, I was convinced to go on Gilenya and while on it for 4 months had another 2 relapses, lost 25 pounds, started having heart trouble with tachycardia and irregular skipped beats, had a white blood cell count of 2.0 and was extremely ill. So, I stopped all MS meds officially on Feb. 19 and after the Gilenya got out of my system (which takes about 3 months) I started feeling human again. I have had no relapses, only mini- or pseudo-flares of old symptoms which don’t last long as long as I rest and pace myself. AND my MRI’s are better! I still show all my old lesions, but nothing is currently active!

It’s a bit ironic that I feel better off MS medication than I did when I was on it. The only medication that ever made me feel some what better were antibiotics, which brings me to the possibility of me having late-stage lyme disease and/or Cpn (Chlamydia pneumoniae) which possibly triggered my MS or are the reason for my neurologic deficits.

Ironically, I did have lyme disease from a tick bite when I was 20 and was treated with Doxycycline for it. So recently I have re-tested myself for possibly chronic lyme disease through Igenex and the results were inconclusive with one positive band and a second semi-positive band so I have yet to try more antibiotic treatment for possible chronic lyme. I am awaiting the stem cell infusion that I will be receiving in 6 days. And then once the study is over I may send my Igenex data to a Lyme Literate Doctor (LLD) to maybe get his opinion on this and possibly pursue this to rid my body of lyme and possibly Chlamydia pneumoniae.

For now, I really do have all my eggs in my “stem cell basket” as MS meds seem to not be the answer for me. I refuse to go on Tysabri for fear of PML (although I am JC negative) and the rebound effect of lesions that you may get if go off Tysabri scares me as well. I am hopeful for BG-12, but if I can be MS drug-free following my stem cell infusion and have no further progression, that that would be the most amazing and best thing in the world to me! Oh, and add to that repair of damage… heaven!

6 DAYS! Wow, in 6 days my life will hopefully be changed FOREVER!

439 Days Ago…

439 Days Ago, I never thought I would be returning to working full time and putting my kids in daycare 3 days a week.

439 Days Ago, I never thought I would finally quit smoking.

439 Days Ago, I did know that kids can catch all sorts of bugs at daycare, but I didn’t know that I would have to take my son to the ER five times with a fever over 105.

439 Days Ago, I didn’t know that I would have to sleep 2 nights in the Intensive Care Unit at the pediatric hospital because my son’s throat was closing.

439 Days Ago, My son still had his tonsils and adenoids.

439 Days Ago, I was unaware that I would go blind in my right eye, then go blind in my left eye, then lose function in my left arm, followed shortly by losing function in my left leg.

439 Days Ago, I didn’t know that I would be sitting face to face with the doctor that would have to tell me that I have Multiple Sclerosis.

439 Days Ago, I didn’t realize that I hated shots so much.

439 Days Ago, Life seemed so much easier.

Yesterday, I realized that things could be so much worse.

My son is fine and healthy, in Kindergarten.

I am still working full time.

I can see.

I can walk.

I can function.

I can blog.

I do hate my shots, but it’s a small price to pay for being ok.