25 hours in the day. That would be ideal right now. I have been incredibly busy, to the point of total exhaustion.

Why am I going crazy with “a whole hell of a lot of busy”?

On top of doctor’s appointments, I am refinancing my house and the appraiser is coming on Thursday! Ahhhhhhhh! I am having my rental remodeled (basically getting gutted from floor to ceiling). Bigger Ahhhhhhhh! Then I am playing delivery girl during the day, driving supplies from Home Depot to the rental daily. Huge AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I am lucky to be home in the evening to spend time with my kids and continue cleaning and make my home look more liveable.

I cannot drive during the night because of my vision, so at least that is helping make me accountable for being at home by the time the sun sets. I did go to bed earlier the last few days, but my body then yelled at me at 5am to get up and do something. If I tried not to listen then my brain went into over-drive with all the thoughts of what I needed to have done by yesterday.

I feel like I have OCD ADHD. If I had one more hour in the day, I would definitely stop and take a well-deserved nap. My body is so mad at me right now. I should be sleeping, but my brain is saying “no! Stay awake and post something in your blog and get more stuff done.”

Ok, brain, tonight you won.